Fake Ex's

Is it weird that I like to flirt with guys though I'm gay? I don't know, I just like to flirt. I'm talking to this guy, Jared. I kind of lead him on back in June... I feel bad, he thought I liked him but then I dumped that I was gay and he kind of got scared away... But we're talking again. It's very... awkward... I'm the middle link for him and his ex girlfriend.... SO they talk through me. Maybe I change the words, okay, I just want him all to myself. I just don't know why.