Important now?

My. Nana. Is. Driving. Me. Insane.

She works for my mom but every little thing she does irritates the poo out of me. When she touches me, talks to me, makes me things, just every thing she does gets on my nerves so much.

Everything is kind of getting on my nerves... I don't even leave my room because everytime I do people put me down. It's rediculous, I'm supposed to be happy. I guess I'd be better if I was taking my anti-depression meds... Oh well...

I used to love my mom's daycare kids, but frankly they've been driving me insane. Every little thing. Honesly, everyone and everything is getting on my nerves.

Honestly I don't know if I want Reanna back. The thought kind of scares me. I'm afraid we'll get close again and out of no where she'll say we're over. And it'll hurt like helk, and if it happens, who knows what I'll do. I've gotten close to death and I'm not afraid to play that game again.

I've been trying to take my meds, but everytime I tell my mom I need my perscription renewed she always says it's not important... Mom, when I don't get those pills blood runs from my legs and I want to die. Are they important now?